3:07 am
Life is all about perspective, you know. One day you’re thinking you have nothing going good in life. You feel like everybody is passing you by. You only think and look at the things that are going bad. Until you take a moment to sit down and think about what’s going great. Until you can stop and look at the things that make your life so blissful. Until you stop and realize that you have a wonderful life as it is.
You do not need other people’s validation for your existence to be meaningful. You do not need everybody to like you. You do not need to make x amount of dollars before you are accepted or mean something. You are fine the way that you are. I mean, it is understandable to want to improve yourself. I would say it is necessary for survival. I would say it’s necessary for your life to be satisfactory. But improve for yourself, not to impress others.
Life is short, it is going to end. We don’t know when, we don’t know how. Don’t die with your dream still inside of you. Don’t die with regrets. Don’t die with what-ifs and I-wishes. Do things while you still can. Love people, love the family while you still can.
Throw away all the hatred for things going bad or people doing you wrong. Don’t be like them. Be you. Be loving, caring, passionate, and the person that everybody looks to for energy and hope. Be the person who enters the room and nobody can resist turning their head. Be the person who is the fountain of energy for everyone.
One day soon, I’m going to have kids. And they’re going to grow up. Initially, they won’t really understand everything, but eventually they will. It’s really tricky when it comes to kids. But I think in the end, if they are proud of me and they love me, it means I’ve done my job well.
But will they be proud of me? Will I be able to give them enough reasons? Will I be able to give them enough guidance for life? Will I be a role model enough? These are the questions that often pop up, that I don’t talk about very often. But I’m soon going to have to face them. Sooner or later.
I just hope they live their lives to the fullest.